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2 min readMay 3, 2025

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Ever notice how when you’re stressed out, you end up inhaling that bag of chips or grabbing a pint of ice cream without thinking twice? Or how a quick trip to the supermarket turns into a regret-filled spree of junk food because you weren’t really paying attention?
Pavle Marinkovic in A Simple Trick To Outsmart Your Junk Food Cravings

This makes perfect sense. Our culture is starved for silence. Without it, there can be no inner peace — not at a deep level anyway. Noise is stressful. I feel this more intensely than most because I’ve been extremely noise-sensitive since recovering from a major depression in my late 40s. Since childhood, I’ve been easily startled and quickly able to enter a deep state of focus. Getting interrupted at those times creates a strong negative reaction in both body and soul.

I have a phobia of dogs that I manage fairly well, but hearing them bark unsettles me almost to the point of wanting to vomit. In my home, I live in silence and don’t require TV or radio for background noise.

I’ve struggled with a disordered attachment to food, especially sweets, since I was in elementary school. Part of my vigilance requires awareness of my triggers and my current inner state. I eat to relieve discomfort and to procrastinate.

Troublesome things that remain just below my radar add to the internal “noise”. Clutter and items stuck on my task list for weeks, not to mention my dissatisfaction with my body due to a recent weight gain, are a few examples.

Shopping in a noisy grocery store where people leave their carts in your way is a binge about to happen!

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kit_carmelite
kit_carmelite

Written by kit_carmelite

Married 25 years. Retired SAS programmer from Statistics Canada. Member of Secular Order of Discalced Carmelites since 2008. Love chess..

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